Woo natapos din. Homework sa english. Gumawa daw ng leaflet tungkol sa binasa about Telephone Etiquette. Eh nakita kong yung iba gumawa ng super effort, yung mga MAS din ah, eh ayoko naman magpahuli. HAHAHAHA joke. Pero seryoso, nainggit ako sa kanila kasi effort sila gumawa ng HW. At least nasasanay ako diba? I challenged myself. 

K. 

Goodnight! Dalawang oras ko din yan ginawa. Wag niyo na i-bash. Di ko naman sinabing expert ako sa ganyan. Sinubukan ko lang. :>

Good morning. It’s sunday. Go do your sunday routines, people. :)

Breakfast and internet in the morning. Ubos na kape ko eh. 

“NE-freaking-ON”

Yellow para masakit sa mata. Inspired sa gawa ni Ira na sina “Io and Ida”. :)) 

Yung tingin lang saken nung kambing. Parang may gusto sabihin HAHA okay. Nakakatamad talaga ang photog namen. Swear. 21 Categories. Wala pa ata akong lima na natatapos. I-aapprove pa ni sir. Kapag ayaw niya, “delete” niya na agad. Hirap. 

You know how whenever you draw something on a good, clean, sheet of paper, you expect it to be something awesome and beautiful and meaningful. But then in the process, you lose somewhat a little interest, you lose energy, you lose motivation to go for that masterpiece, and yet you still try to finish it. 

That once clean sheet becomes filled with erasures, mistakes. You try to fix the mistakes. You try to cover up the ugly parts, the parts you don’t want to see. Sometimes you’re able to do so.

And sometimes, all you can do is give up. Get another clean sheet. Start over. 

Maybe because, some things don’t need fixing anymore. We just have to accept that maybe that drawing you had in mind wasn’t meant to be perfect on your first try.

But you, the artist, thought that maybe that clean sheet could have been your most beautiful work. You kept trying because you thought you could make it into something so worth your while. 

In the end, you tried. 

Time for a new, clean start. 

It’s just a drawing. Or is it? :) 

Yun oh! Di man masyadong super effort, pero ayaw ko siya itapon. Gusto ko gumawa ng madami HAHAHA Tapos na kaya burn out ko? Sana~

Acrylic on sketchpad.

sobrang liit lang nyan, mga 4x5 inches haha tipid ko sa papel. 

“NOO”

LOLJK HAHAHA Ano talaga yan. Ako yan, na pagod na. AHH hongdrama. Tsaka naiinlove ako sa black and white na photos lately. Tsaka seryoso, “Tired and Uninspired” talaga

“Coz lately I’ve been tired and uninspired…”

Palapit pa lang ang midterms nawawala na ko sa wisyo. Ang bilis ng panahon, parang nung April 16 lang balik normal mapuan life kame tapos ngayon midterms na, ilang linggo na lang finals na tapos next term na ulet. Third year na kami. 

Di ako makapag-drawing ng matino. Tuwing susubukan ko, ganito:

Me: *trying to draw something pretty*

… after a few minutes…

Me: THIS IS CRAP. SO MUCH CRAP. *crumples paper*

Huhu. Nalulungkot na ko kasi ba’t di ako makagawa ng matino? Nakakawalang gana tuloy. Tapos sa 2D, sarap sumuko. Sa Webdes, kinakabahan na ko sa finals. 

Tapos ibang problema pa. Gloomy days are gloomy. Napaka-inactive ko sa lahat ng bagay ngayon. San na ba kaluluwa ko? Parang nawala. 

“VIRGINE”

Gumawa akong logo para sa webdes tapos sinave ko para magamit ko minsan. Panget pa pero okay lang HAHA mag-iimprove pa yan. Eventually.

Tagal kong di nag-post ng drawing. Wala lungs. Isipin niyo na lang pantay kahit hindi HAHA k.

That longing feeling for someone that is special to you. That painful heartache knowing there’s nothing you can do at the moment to be with them. That awkward moment when you feel like you’re not as special to them. That silent sigh you make when you feel lost and defeated. 

You just wanna feel wanted but no one is giving you their time and effort. You just wanna know whether they feel the same, whether they’re thinking the same things, whether they care or not. You just want assurance that all of it is no bullshit. 

But you’re a coward. You can’t ask. You can’t say. You can’t open up. So all of these “feelings” are trapped in your tiny tiny head waiting to burst, but you still find the strength to be normal. When all you wanna do is break down and cry and tell the world you’re tired. 

Damn, you’re strong. 

DUGTUNG-DUGTONG

featuring: D2 Members. Alumni and Current. 

@ Nova Gallery, Warehouse 12A, La Fuerza Compound, 2241 Don Chino Roces Ave., Makati City

Bisita kayo, guys! Magandang exhibit brought to you by D2!

iramariano:

Tekaaa. HAHAHAHAHAH Di ako sa sarili ko natatawa eh HAHAHAHAHA Kung hindi sa tao sa likod ko HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! =))

HAHAHA ANO YAN!? HAHAHAHA

Back!

Pero parang merong may pake eh, no? HAHA 

Nung friday, pumunta kameng Baguio ng mga kapatid ko tsaka mga pinsan at yung girlfriend nung kapatid ko at joke haha andame. Ayun nga, may pasok ako ng friday at saturday. Syempre absent na ko diba. Pero umabsent din mga prof ko so… =))

Tinatamad ako gumawa ng long post na di niyo naman babasahin so pictures na lang :D

• Strawberries na over-riped na after ilang oras pagkapitas.
• Strawberry taho na sabi nila masarap pero parang yung normal na taho lang di pa ganon katamis.
• Random souvenir shop.
• Feeling haciendera. K. 

Actually, madaming pictures. As in nakaka-damage ng shutter kadami. Pero nakakatamad pa mag-upload. Kaya okay na yan. Sorry, nagmumukhang album blog ko HAHA wala kasi akong ma-drawing ngayon eh. Parang lahat nagawa na. :)

Baguio2012. 

Even the sun sets in paradise